Feeling blue….

I’m really feeling uninspired lately and I just don’t know what to do. I have barely two months to finish my SP(Special Problem) and my parents are actually pushing me to start it cause they want me to march in sablay for my grad this April. I am not yet sure if I can do it especially that I am not so motivated on doing it. I have to do something for my life and I am not even sure if this is what I want( Clearly, hello six years in University). I am actually 6 units away from graduation and I am feeling the pressure of not being able to graduate but I don’t understand why I just can’t start. I have to stop working but deep in my mind, I know that I just can’t especially that I am not confident with our financial status right now. I know I have to make sacrifices but I don’t know if it would be worth it. 😦