waiting in vain.

I really want to know if there is a point in waiting or I am just waiting for nothing. It might cause me a lot of painful experiences. Please let me know…

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motivation.

I really need something/someone to motivate me to make good in my studies.I am having a hard time on making things work as what it should be. My grades are not that good due to my inability to study hard. I love cramming more than anyone else and it’s not helping me at all especially that I am halfway in  completing   my course.

I love to stay out late and do some unnecessary things that somewhat pushed me into the realms of failures and disappointments. It is hard for me to be in a situation like this since I don’t have any control of my feelings that causes me a lot of troubles since stepping out away from the clutches of my parents or in a way you can call it “an immature independence.”

I need some enlightenement..

Rockstar-Miley Cyrus

miley

yeah oh oh oh oh oh oh yeah

Sometimes I walk a little faster
In the school hallway
Just to get next to you
Some days I spend a little extra
Time in the morning
Just to impress you

Guess you don’t notice
Guess you don’t need this
Sad you’re not seein’ what you’re missin’

On the outside shyin’ away
On the inside dying to say

I’m unusual
Not so typical
Way too smart to be waiting around
Tai chi practicin’
Snowboard champion
I could fix the flat on your car
Might even be a rock star
I might even be a rock star

Sometimes I wish when the phone rings
That it would be you
Saying “Let’s hang out!”
Then you confess
That there’s something special
In between us
Why don’t we find out
But you don’t know me
Guess you don’t need me
Why you’re not seein’ what you’re missin’

On the outside shyin’ away
On the inside dying to say

I’m unusual
Not so typical
Way too smart to be waiting around
Tai chi practics
Snowboard champion
I could fix the flat on your car
I might even be a rock star
(A rock star)

If you only knew the real me
I might even be a rock star
I’m telling you that we are meant to be
Now wouldn’t it be nice if you could see
That I really am a rock star
yeah yeah woo
yeah, I really am a rock star

A rock star

I’m unusual
Not so typical
Way too smart to be waiting around
Tai chi practicin’
Snowboard champion
I could fix the flat on your car
Rocking it wherever we are
Yeah yeah, cuz I really am a rock star
(Yeah yeah, really am a rock star)

I am a rock star

woah-oh-oh-oh yeah

Heartbreak

The darkness embodied her soul…

the pain wronged her heart…

the sufferings numbed her mind…

the heartbreak took her life….

she strayed from the lonely moonlight to the gloomy stars…

She cleansed her heart but leaving all the scars…

She tried to smile but her lips would not move…

as if it loses its hope to love…

she took the path  away from miseries…

but only to find  emptiness and loneliness  in the end…

she cries the tears away…

hoping it would make her feelings sway…