I am not quite satisfied with my current situation for I think that we are experiencing a lot of problems nowadays. I really don’t know how to act upon this matter especially that it is taking a l toll in my everyday activities. I am trying to be more responsible but I don’t know how to balance things. I am afraid to disapoint those people that are around me but I just couldn’t deal with all of them. Do I need to give up some of them  for I am really in deep confusion.


Maguindanao Massacre

The worst of all the political killings that had happened in my country took place last Monday when the family and supporters of Toto Mangudadatu, together with a lot of media men, tried to file his candidacy when they were ambushed by armed people that are said to be under the command of Ampatuan Jr, the current mayor of that place.

As of the moment, there are 57 numbers of dead victims and there are quite numbers of people that are still missing and many believed that they are killed too and must be buried somewhere just like what had become of the other victims.

Political rivalry is the MAIN REASON of such tragedy wherein the thirst of political power and money are far more important than the lives of those innocent people. Mindanao had seen a lot of political killings, war and some problems but this incident is the worst of all. many international groups are condemning such acts especially that the government is somewhat too slow to respond about this matter.


Everybody is shouting for it. This incident should be a wake up call for us as well as for the government who seems to tolerate warlords,private army and mischievous actions that are done by these people for their own personal interest.

Let’s open our eyes and be more rational on dealing such isues like this.

Fireflies-Owl City

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies lit up the world as I fell asleep
‘Cause they’d fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You’d think me rude but I would just stand and stare

I’d like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather stay awake when I’m asleep
‘Cause everything is never as it seems

‘Cause I’d get a thousand hugs from ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance
A foxtrot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

[Repeat Chorus:]

When I fall asleep leave my door open just a crack
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(Please take me away from here)
‘Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I’m far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I’m weird ’cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell
But I’ll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
‘Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

[Repeat Chorus:] (2x)

(I fall asleep)
I’d like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather stay awake when I’m asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams


I am very excited to celebrate the Yuetide season since it means a lot of parties to come. Yes, PARTY!!!! Aside from that, I am also very excited for the “exchanging gifts” part of Christmas. There are lots of things that I would want to have for Christmas and I am hoping that I can have those things(by means of others,hehhehe)..:)