knowing the unknown

05-10-09_1542Life has taken its toll on me. I may never know what is the real score between me and destiny or what does it stores for me. I am still grasping for  the truth behind any lies that I had gotten into. There are still unparalleled visions that I must clear so that I could look into what God has planned for me or maybe, I’m just too preoccupied with my material needs that I am becoming unaware of it.

I had forsaken love for lies because I thought it would be the best for me but it wasn’t. I realized that when it was too late for me to change it. I do have lots of questions but I am still unsure of the answers for it. I am still seeking for one and I hope that I may be able to know the real reason why I am feeling this. It may be hard but I have to… I must be strong…

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confuse…

I am just a bit confuse of what is really happening these days. I thought that everything are just fine but it seems they aren’t. I really don’t know what to do , what to say or how to react because it seemed that I have to choose from what is wrong and what is right between me and between the people involve in this issue. I care too much of what I had done and the effort that I had exerted and this thing should not be put into hasty judgments since this would really affect me as well as my family who really cares for me. I just don’t know know what to say and what to do, this is taking a lot of toll on what I believe and what I really think is right.

I really need guidance over this matter. I don’t know if it is fair or not, and I am just too confuse to decide about it….

NO SOUND BUT THE WIND by EDITORS

We can never go home
We no longer have one
I’ll help you carry the load
I’ll carry you in my arms
The kiss of the snow
The crescent moon above us
Our blood is cold
And we’re alone
But I’m alone with you

Help me to carry the fire
We will keep it alight together
Help me to carry the fire
It will light our way forever

If I say shut your eyes
If I say look away
Bury your face in my shoulder
Think of a birthday
The things you put in your head
They will stay here forever
Our blood is cold
And we’re alone, love
But I’m alone with you

Help me to carry the fire
We will keep it alight together
Help me to carry the fire
It will light our way forever

Help me to carry the fire
We will keep it alight together
Now help me to carry the fire
It will light up our way forever

If I say shut your eyes
If I say shut your eyes
Bury me in suprise
Where I say shut your eyes

Help me to carry the fire
We will keep it alight together
Help me carry the fire
It will light our way forever