Letting go

I don’t want to end up getting hurt anymore so i am letting go of those things that I know won’t be mine anymore. I am done with daydreaming(on that part, only) and it is high time for me to get a grip of reality so that I can move on and have a positive outlook for 2011.

Things are not really the same and will never be.. I have come to realize that i wasted a lot of time and chances because I keep on living with fantasies and started neglecting reality. It took me more than a year to completely let go and now, my feelings are  kinda light since I know that i a m more open and willing for other people to enter into my life.

I have lots of things to organize especially in my life but I am taking this seriously since I know that my actions will greatly affect how things will turn out to be.

Now..I AMREADY..

GOODBYE AND I AM HOPING FOR YOUR HAPPINESS… IT WAS A ROLLER-COASTER JOURNEY. I AM HAPPY FOR YOU AND I WISH YOU LUCK

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The beauty within…

The controversies regarding Heidi Montag’s 10 surgical operations or plastic surgeries address a lot of concerns especially on the teenagers. Being beautiful inside and out really matters but it seems that everyone are being too focus on the “outside” part.

Montag, who has become famous in an MTV reality tv series “THe Hills”, spoke about her new found face by saying that she still consider that beauty is really on the inside but she has to undergo the said procedures because of her career. The idea wouldn’t be that bad but she is only 23 and the girl has a relatively high  numbers of fans.Many people think that Montag’s actions might influence young girls attitude towards plastic surgery.

Many young girls today suffers from anorexia, bulimia and even resort into starving themselves just to get the body that they want and they might soon think that it would be okay to change one’s appearance just because a lot of people are doing it.

I just hope that many would realize that the most important thing in this world is not what you can see physically but with how you try to live your life just as what had GOD made you. Appearances can not make us whole but believing on our self and image would do. We should learn to love our flaws and accept the reality that there are far more important things in the world and beauty isn’t just everything.

Sad Reality

When I heard about the two of you, I was like” Okay, It really doesn’t matter to me at all since I already started accepting that we can never be with each other.”

But I was wrong. i never thought that seeing you in her arms would still hurt even if I already give this feeling up. I am still preoccupied with the idea that I have to deal with these things in order for me to become more true to myself. And how could I ever win in this battle when I already surrendered my love for you?

I was a fool.


And this is the price that I have to pay for.

Fallen Angel

I was never alone…

I thought so…

But it turned out that it was too late for me to realized that thing…

I had never felt this way before…

I had nothing else to do but to feel pity for myself…

He walked through the door…

I was numbed by the pain that I wasn’t able to notice the pain in his eyes…

the longing of his soul…

the burning fear on his mind…

I closed all the possibilities of reconciliation…

for I might get all the pain rather than the love that  was meant for me….

Reality snap back at me…

This is life…

I might have gotten used to this…

but the world would still continue to spin even if

my heart had  already stop its beating….