Cooking is one of the things I love to do especially if I am stuck in our house and there are no other things to do. My family is also a “big-eater” and we always find time to dine together especially hanging around in the four corners of our kitchen. And I do believe that through cooking I will be able to impress “my guy”(I’m a hopeless romantic).

And to be able to cook and made tasty  foods we need to have quality kitchen utensils that will not just provide satisfactory but will also make our kitchen look neat and classy. But choosing the right appliances that would fit one’s kitchen can be a bit hard for someone need to have those things that would last over the years.

But then again, no one should be worried over the matter for we can always seek for help and choose the best among the rest. And the only thing that would matter in the end is that it we have been able to make a choice and that choice is what the best for us.

CHristmas is fast approaching and I can’t get enough of it! And i am very excited that I can’t stop thinking of my wishlist for the Christmas..So for my godparents!!! better read this!!hehehe

Here are my list for Xmas:

- a new cellphone

-a new dress

-twilight series books

- a digicam

- a new flash drive (or a mp4- will do)    -4GBS

-a new bag

-slippers

-a date with ****

- new set of nail polish

- books

- dolls: barbie or bratz

- bike or a motorcycle

- planner(2009)

-Wall street journals (1 year free subscription)

-magazines: OK, people, candy, allure

-skinny jeans( colored and denim)

- new leggings

-dress

-headband

- soccer stuff

-wristwatch

-shoes

-healthy family

-WORLD PEACE

Last night, I was out of my mind. I was kind of stopping myself to comprehend and understand the real situation. it was like losing the important persons in your life and yet you can’t make anything to stop it.

I value my family on top of everything and I really can’t take the problems and conflicts that are happening right now. My mother and some of her relatives do have a conflict that could cut and end all the ties we have with them. Drastic things and actions made it more complicated for me to understand it more better.

I’m just hurt to know that anger can make a certain person hurt even the closest person in its heart. How could someone stand seeing her “sister or any family member” be hurt because of some misunderstanding.

Can’t they understand each other’s situations and try to reconcile, for their family’s sake. Can’t they find a solution that will not hurt each other.

I’m really in great pain for I don’t want my family to suffer and be hurt. But how can i stop it if the reasons of all this is the person that is also so dear to me. I really don’t know what to do. I love my family and I will do everything to protect them. I’m trying my very best but I just can’t avoid thinking of all the possible effects of this problem can do to us.

I really don’t want to take side but certain things had happened that  pushed me to do so. I’m not angry with anyone, I’m just hurt… It’s like someone just stabbed my heart and nobody can ever help me to make the pain stop…not even  a morphine…

I’m just hoping that God will help me get through all of this…

For almost 5 months, i was not able to go home for i was very preoccupied with my studies and I need to concentrate more making my grades high enough to please my parents and all those who had big hopes on me.And so, I was very happy when that particular time came in, the semestral break. My sister and bother was so happy for we could help them in doing some of the household chores. My high-school friends went to our house to have a little chat about my life in college and we shared a lot of funny and interesting stories of what had become on us the moment we stepped out on high school.

And then, my cousin announced that she will be getting married and she invited our family to attend her engagement “party” and I had a chance to see my cousins. But, not all good things had happened. the brother of my mother’s bestfriend( a friend that we treated as a family member) died because of cancer.I was very sorry for his family and we went to the wake.Visiting the wake is not a good experience, for I felt so bad for him for he still has children. But that experience taught me a good lesson, that we should always thank God for giving us the gift of love and life.

They say that high school life is one of the best part of being a student. When we were in high school, our life were carefree. We were just told to study this and that and do our homework and then we can passed. Infatuations, crushes and the process of developing yourself started when we were in high school but the process of knowing the real “we” starts when we enter college.

During my high school years, I was one of those students who were good in academics. Many befriend me because I was one of the “brains” in the class. My teachers would praise me every time I do well in studies. My life was so easy before. I could do everything that I want because the lessons were easy and comprehensible. I could also find time to hang out with my friends and participated into different extra-curricular activities. When I graduated in high school, I thought I was well equipped to enter college. I thought that I was mentally and emotionally ready but I was not.

The reason may be because I was not yet ready to face hardships and challenges. I used to live my life before depending on my family and friends. And when I went to college, I had to live away from them. At first, it was very difficult because I had no friends and I felt like a total stranger when I entered the university. After some time, I meet new friends and get acquainted with some of the students.

Academic pressures and demands made my life a bit miserable. I was having problems in my academics and I was very preoccupied with a lot of things. But still I have to strive hard because it is my only way in reaching my dreams.

College is more challenging and serious. In this phase of our lives, we were taught how to live our lives in the future. We were trained to become the right person our society needs. And the training is not swift. We have to endure the hardships, shortcomings and everything to surpass all the challenges to prepare us in our entrance to the “real world.”