I am a bit tired because of the enrollment process but somewhat I am a bit excited that classes will resume tomorrow. Well, i didn’t enjoy my short vacation for there were nothing to do. I was just sleeping for the whole time and my only way to socialize is through facebook, plurk , twitter and my dailybooth. Many people are telling me that they can always see me online in these social networking sites but I have nothing else to do but to spend my time playing games and updating them of all the boring things that I had done.

Well, so much for that, I am just excited to face another journey towards fulfilling my dreams. I know that the past semester didn’t turn out to be good for me but I have to face it as a consequence of my actions and take all the lessons from it so that I may not commit the same mistakes again.

xoxo

I love the song and i also like the video…

Rihanna’s voice is something diffrent but still it is okay….

 

yesterday, I watched an American Tv series entitled “the shield” and I kinda like it. The story is more about the lives of those who work in a certain police department(LAPD?) and all the controversies and lies they are addressing. I learned from browsing the wikipedia that the show is actually a sort of portrayal about a particular controversy that everybody knows as Rampart Division police scandal.

Whatever it is, i really like the storyline as well as how each characters tend to make the story a bit exciting.I wanna see the entire series..

Life has taken its toll on me. I may never know what is the real score between me and destiny or what does it stores for me. I am still grasping for  the truth behind any lies that I had gotten into. There are still unparalleled visions that I must clear so that I could look into what God has planned for me or maybe, I’m just too preoccupied with my material needs that I am becoming unaware of it.

I had forsaken love for lies because I thought it would be the best for me but it wasn’t. I realized that when it was too late for me to change it. I do have lots of questions but I am still unsure of the answers for it. I am still seeking for one and I hope that I may be able to know the real reason why I am feeling this. It may be hard but I have to… I must be strong…

I am just a bit confuse of what is really happening these days. I thought that everything are just fine but it seems they aren’t. I really don’t know what to do , what to say or how to react because it seemed that I have to choose from what is wrong and what is right between me and between the people involve in this issue. I care too much of what I had done and the effort that I had exerted and this thing should not be put into hasty judgments since this would really affect me as well as my family who really cares for me. I just don’t know know what to say and what to do, this is taking a lot of toll on what I believe and what I really think is right.

I really need guidance over this matter. I don’t know if it is fair or not, and I am just too confuse to decide about it….