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{July 3, 2009}   a new beginning….

Today is my 20th birthday…

I really could not help myself not to reminisce the past and try to recollect the things that had happened. My teenage life is really over…but my life towards the real world is yet to start….

I may lost or win in the end but what really matter is that I may be able to know myself as well as what I wanted to become…

I’m just starting to understand all the things that had happened as well as for the things that might happen…Learning and living will be my guide towards the unending journey of life…

I know that I can make it….



{June 20, 2009}   waiting in vain.

I really want to know if there is a point in waiting or I am just waiting nothing. It might cause me a lot of painful experiences. Please let me know…



{June 19, 2009}   motivation.

I really need something/someone to motivate me to make good in my studies.I am having a hard time on making things work as what it should be. My grades are not that good due to my inability to study hard. I love cramming more than anyone else and it’s not helping me at all especially that I am halfway in  completing   my course.

I love to stay out late and do some unnecessary things that somewhat pushed me into the realms of failures and disappointments. It is hard for me to be in a situation like this since I don’t have any control of my feelings that causes me a lot of troubles since stepping out away from the clutches of my parents or in a way you can call it “an immature independence.”

I need some enlightenement..



{June 19, 2009}   Harry Potter

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This is really is it.

the  global release of the movie “Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince” in theatres can’t be stop. better check it out guys…



{June 18, 2009}   Rockstar-Miley Cyrus

miley

yeah oh oh oh oh oh oh yeah

Sometimes I walk a little faster
In the school hallway
Just to get next to you
Some days I spend a little extra
Time in the morning
Just to impress you

Guess you don’t notice
Guess you don’t need this
Sad you’re not seein’ what you’re missin’

On the outside shyin’ away
On the inside dying to say

I’m unusual
Not so typical
Way too smart to be waiting around
Tai chi practicin’
Snowboard champion
I could fix the flat on your car
Might even be a rock star
I might even be a rock star

Sometimes I wish when the phone rings
That it would be you
Saying “Let’s hang out!”
Then you confess
That there’s something special
In between us
Why don’t we find out
But you don’t know me
Guess you don’t need me
Why you’re not seein’ what you’re missin’

On the outside shyin’ away
On the inside dying to say

I’m unusual
Not so typical
Way too smart to be waiting around
Tai chi practics
Snowboard champion
I could fix the flat on your car
I might even be a rock star
(A rock star)

If you only knew the real me
I might even be a rock star
I’m telling you that we are meant to be
Now wouldn’t it be nice if you could see
That I really am a rock star
yeah yeah woo
yeah, I really am a rock star

A rock star

I’m unusual
Not so typical
Way too smart to be waiting around
Tai chi practicin’
Snowboard champion
I could fix the flat on your car
Rocking it wherever we are
Yeah yeah, cuz I really am a rock star
(Yeah yeah, really am a rock star)

I am a rock star

woah-oh-oh-oh yeah



{June 18, 2009}   Heartbreak

The darkness embodied her soul…

the pain wronged her heart…

the sufferings numbed her mind…

the heartbreak took her life….

she strayed from the lonely moonlight to the gloomy stars…

She cleansed her heart but leaving all the scars…

She tried to smile but her lips would not move…

as if it loses its hope to love…

she took the path  away from miseries…

but only to find  emptiness and loneliness  in the end…

she cries the tears away…

hoping it would make her feelings sway…



{June 17, 2009}   Ego lyrics – BEyonce

beyonce

Oh baby, how you doing?
You know I’m gonna cut right to the chase
Some women were made but me, myself
I like to think that I was created for a special purpose
You know, what’s more special than you? You feel me

It’s on baby, let’s get lost
You don’t need to call into work ’cause you’re the boss
For real, want you to show me how you feel
I consider myself lucky, that’s a big deal

Why? Well, you got the key to my heart
But you ain’t gonna need it, I’d rather you open up my body
And show me secrets, you didn’t know was inside
No need for me to lie

It’s too big, it’s too wide
It’s too strong, it won’t fit
It’s too much, it’s too tough
He talk like this ’cause he can back it up

He got a big ego, such a huge ego
I love his big ego, it’s too much
He walk like this ’cause he can back it up

Usually I’m humble, right now I don’t choose
You can leave with me or you could have the blues
Some call it arrogant, I call it confident
You decide when you find on what I’m working with

Damn I know I’m killing you with them legs
Better yet them thighs
Matter a fact it’s my smile or maybe my eyes
Boy you a site to see, kind of something like me

It’s too big, it’s too wide
It’s too strong, it won’t fit
It’s too much, it’s too tough
I talk like this ’cause I can back it up

I got a big ego, such a huge ego
But he love my big ego, it’s too much
I walk like this ’cause I can back it up

I, I walk like this ’cause I can back it up
I, I talk like this ’cause I can back it up
I, I can back it up, I can back it up
I walk like this ’cause I can back it up

It’s too big, it’s too wide
It’s too strong, it won’t fit
It’s too much, it’s too tough
He talk like this ’cause he can back it up

He got a big ego, such a huge ego, such a huge ego
I love his big ego, it’s too much
He walk like this ’cause he can back it up

Ego so big, you must admit
I got every reason to feel like I’m that bitch
Ego so strong, if you ain’t know
I don’t need no beat, I can sing it with piano



{June 16, 2009}   I’m back…

back..i am…i am back…

Dup(1)Thalia

my sister…she is back to reality..hahahaha..funny? can’t connect? it’s for the family only..hahaha

i’m back…



The nagig did not work this time. The L.A. Lakers is the NBA 2009 champion. While Kobe Bryant received the MVP title.

I know it..I know that they will win..

xoxo



{June 14, 2009}   First day of class!!

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I am very busy for tomorrow is our first day. I am checking all my stuff such as classcards, bags, dresses and clothes(no uniform required) and everything under the sun that I could stuck into my big  bag( for according to research, a girl who uses a big bag has a tendency to fill that up even with all the unnecessary thngs)*sigh*.

Checking my wallet..Gosh, my allowance..

I’m just freakin’ out…kinda twittering…

wish me luck for tomorrow’s big(bag) day!!!



et cetera